I spent the last hour staring at the billboards while stuck in the traffic. I used to want to be a model. Make that I want to be a model.

Though there are the setbacks to consider, that's why I backed out on the idea.

1. I am not photogenic. I know I'm beautiful, but when I look at my pictures I don't look like it. um... why?

2. I don't know how to stop the pimples from growing. Is it normal? Do they just photoshop everything these days?

3. I have a big fat belly!! I have humongous legs that my friend said were like whales. (some friend you are )

In short, I AM FAAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, why couldn't I just zap myself up and look hot in a day or two? God I'd die for that even for a week. What? I do weights, I walk, I want to look hot dammit!

*sigh*

I'm so frustrated.