Entries for October, 2005
October 6, 2005 @ 09:59 AM
The "Make or Break" Returns!
Posted by baboysai under Baboysai's Days
End of Semester report for Agnes Carmel Sison:
1. Design major- COMPLETED!
2. Wood and Masonry Construction Major- COMPLETED!
3. Urban Planning Major- COMPLETED!
4. Physics 72- COMPLETED! (results from server may cause a change in status; resume capability: yes)
5. HTC (History Theory Criticism of Architecture)- 65% done...
6. Statics of Rigid Bodies- 70% done... (completion has 30% success rate)
7. Math 54 Removals- 5% done... (completion has 40% success rate)
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October 17, 2005 @ 09:06 AM
The Party's About to Start!
Posted by baboysai under Baboysai's Days
My 5th Semester in this so-called college life will be just about over in... oh, 7 hours. Have I prepared myself for it? Well, maybe. Ask me anything but that, and I can give you answers telling you that Life doesn't suck.
That Life is Beautiful.
Even if I chopped my hair off,
or that I hate being in a jam session with my ex,
or that I'm awfully hungry but I can't have a McDonald's Big Breakfast and Hashbrowns because I have no money,
or that I won't be able to see my boyfriend for 2 weeks,
or that work will be piling up for next sem's applications I'll be handling,
or that I may not be able to graduate on time if I don't give it my damn all for this hopefully last exam I'll be taking in that cold Math Building.
Still, Life is Beautiful.
Because I don't really care if I chopped my hair off, I do look hot. nyahahahaha!
Because I really love to jam and I don't care who jams with me as long as they don't have the star complex (who cannot let go of the mic and stuff).
Because I'll be having first class meals for the next two weeks at home sweet home!
(There's no cure for missing my boyfriend though...)
(No consolation for next sem's work either)
(And I'll friggin' kill myself if I don't pass this f*cking last exam!)
Yep. Life is. Something to die for. hihi.
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October 23, 2005 @ 02:40 PM
Life and Pictures and Frustration
Posted by baboysai under Baboysai's Works
My mother wanted a digital camera for herself. And she finally got one, and she brought it everywhere she went.
Last night she called me in to the PC room where she uploaded her pictures. She showed me the flowering trees that all bloomed in the gullies in the pineapple fields. Ipil, African Tulips, sunflowers too. She showed me a picture of the Kitanglad mountain in the break of sunlight. She was dismayed that the camera didn't capture perfectly what she wanted. She didn't know how to adjust the camera settings. I told her it could still be fixed in Adobe(TM) Photoshop, but I was not happy to tell her that I didn't know how to do it yet.
Then I thought. Could this have been my mother's frustration, photography? Or would it be everybody's frustration when they reach their fifties? When we humans realize that we're getting old, and we'll soon die, and we want to capture everything in a moment, everything that fascinated us, we'd want to see over and over again. And pictures could make that possible. I was sorry that I couldn't help my mother in bringing her pictures closer to that magical moment she might have wanted to preserve.
I may say this again and again, but this theory is another attempt at the conclusion that Life is really... beautiful.
THE END. Baboysai is inspired?
October 23, 2005 @ 02:47 PM
Like and Love
Posted by baboysai under Baboysai's Works
What is the difference between Liking and Loving?
We think of so many things, and I personally experienced a difficulty defining them. A priest explained it in a homily one time with such ease and simplicity in words that anyone who heard it would have no difficulty in understanding. That Liking was pure feeling. What is love then? Love wasn't just feeling, it was accompanied by reason.
October 31, 2005 @ 10:19 PM
Sem Break Blues
Posted by baboysai under Baboysai's Days
I don't know if by this time people will be blogging about how their sem breaks turned out but I know I will. Read: My sem break is over.
So now I'll casually tell my sem break story and I don't really hope that you'd be entertained because I'm not sure if it is, but I just really wanna write how uneventful my sem break turned out to be.
So it started about 15 days ago, right after I finished my (hopefully last exam in that math building!
). I was so tired since I didn't sleep the previous night cramming for that f*ckin' exam that I decided to sleep and wake up at midnight to pack and go straight to the airport at 3 a.m. for my flight at 5........Then as always would befall on me, I woke up at two.
Reality check: I had only one hour to pack and arrange things. I crammed to arrange the cab, dressing up and packing at the same time, waking everybody up and looking for stuff I forgot I already pushed in my bag. Dammit. I got to the airport still on time though but still: Dammit.I got home with three HUGE pimples on my face.
I found out I flunked one major subject and am on the edge of another. When my parents found out about the 4 they went haywire. I couldn't tell them about my 5 now could I?
- I cried all night then, and couldn't talk to anybody about it that I went swimming in the cold midnight water of the pool. It was really dark and I got scared something would grab me from below that I forgot about my lazy ass (that was the cause of all this suffering!).
I also hated the world one night. I hated the fact that since the place was just a small town public transportation ceased to exist by 6:30 p.m. (pop. est. 700 ppl.). I hated the fact that I didn't bring an umbrella. I hated the fact that my mother was in her menopausal stage that she went haywire when I misunderstood a text message and didn't stop nagging I broke to tears, and she accused me of talking to somebody suspicious on the phone a.k.a boyfriend coz she couldn't contact me (when the truth was that there was really no signal in those parts of the world, and I wouldn't really enjoy the telebabad in a public van).
I didn't get to see my friends because they were all too busy, save for the exest of all exes and my best friend who chilled with me at home, and two other old friends I windowshopped with.
The whole family went to Cebu. This trip was a 2-day-1-night stay. The first being a day at the Mactan beach. My sisters went ahead on an airplane while the rest of us went on boat. And this friggin' boat got delayed for read: 6 HOURS!!!! for a friggin' anchor that got stuck! So we arrived at the beach while the tide was low and the seeweeds up, and the sun about to set. Really, we didn't think it was worth it to even change into beach wear, while my sisters all had their tan lines. And we had other reservations for the next day, we couldn't come back. Damn.
And now I'm back, and will be preparing for this early exam.
All because of my damn lazy ass!!!
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